Hello tomorrow.

..and good-bye to yesterday, we've been waiting for this moment and we still don't know what to say. We may never find the answers or know the reason why, why we both decided we should say good-bye.

Nothing but good things are coming my way if you are going please let me stay.
You bring me down when I'm getting high. You turn me on I amplify.
I won't bleed like this forever, I'm down to ride but my wings are severed. Blindside blitz- evacuation, I'm stuck in hell your on vacation.
Oceans, devotions, these notions run dry. Floating away and I don't know why.
Spend all my days in a bottle thinking. You're like an anchor got me sinking.
Say good-bye now and mean it forever. Got to move on and keep it together.
Forget the things that you've said and you've done. That's in the past, here comes the sun.

I'm still waiting for tomorrow, tired of living in yesterday.
I've been waiting, waiting for the day I'd be over you.

Nothing more to say.

"Anyone who lives within their means suffers from a lack of imagination."
Oscar Wylde



Photo: My sweet Kat Von D.

No matter.

I don't care what anyone says, I'm sick of relying on others, I will rely on myself and what I want to be.
On the other hand this past weekend I got fucking homesick, what could I do? What did I do? What did not?
I took a long time without update and today I felt a need. New dreams, and Blast the other is one of the important.
New so-called friends, new lies, new two-faces... and at the end of the tunnel there are only a few people.

I have to be strong, I have to be me!

"Do not fear to be eccentric in opinion, for every opinion now accepted was once eccentric."
Bertrand Russell




Photo: Simple perfection.

Seriously.

Seriously, I would like change everything. I would like to live for me and my people and without the absurdity of others. I would like to see me not influenced by the comments of others, and live happy with myself. I would like to make some tattooes. I would like to make some piercings. I would like to forget the people who did not care of me. Immerse myself in a band with a future. I would scream. Live music, feel it. Let me soul in it. And to think that after all, she always be there.

Seriously, I find myself with illusions. I find new dreams to fight. I meet more walls to crush. I find disappointment. They are all alike. I find the way of hope, but I will not go for it. I find seductive laughter, but this time I will not fall. I meet my soul empty, clutching a bottle and a guitar, and anchored to SHE.

Hopefully everything will change and in the future all give me a shit.

"Every man gotta right to decide his own destiny."
Bob Marley




Photo: This will be my life.

Jesus.

Today at home. I do not mind. Today I needed only you both. And I had them.
First my guitar. How many things she made me feel, and how she will...? Is close your eyes, touch her and imagine a perfect life... is close your eyes, touch her and feel every note runs throughout your body, like a long orgasm...
Second, you, Jesus, my best friend, the best person I've met and I think I will meet. It's so easy to talk about things with you. It's so easy to enjoy and be happy with you. And it is so, whenever I need you there you are, for better and for worse. What people mean by love? Why do people associate love with relationships, love with sex, love with a partner... For me, love is what I feel for my mother, love is what I feel for my father, my brother, my grandfather and for he. I love him and I want to never disappear from my life. I want to continue having endless phone conversations like today, I want to keep going on holiday so perfect on the beach, I want to keep laughing and knowing that every day he surprised me and make me laugh much more than the previous day and much less than the posterior, I want to keep knowing that he'll be at my side, for better and for worse.
I love you, really. Although we know that is more than words.

"I cannot teach you violence, as I do not myself believe in it. I can only teach you not to bow your heads before any one even at the cost of your life."
Mahatma Gandhi




Photo: Amazing image that you can understand so many interesting ways...

Day wasted.

School, out of tune with ADTR, Ocean's Twelve, laughter in training of the football team, talks empty, meaningless thoughts with my best friend, search for apartments to rent for the summer, new chapter of The Big Bang Theory, Twitter and she and my obsession, SHE AND MY FUCKING OBSESSION.

That's all today, not bad, but I did no duty. Tomorrow I have to study physics, will study a lot because lately I'm not very happy with my results.

"We are all mortal until the first kiss and the second glass of wine."
Eduardo Galeano




Photo: A nice snapshot of my trip to Prague last year.

Cloudy day.

Today is a day now that all you want is get under the sheets and throw the whole afternoon watching part of your list of favorite romantic movies.
There might be so, but I'm happy with the afternoon. I saw Ocean's Eleven always remembering that goddamn girl who is breaking the happy lately
emotional state which had for several months. Besides sleep, and few things feel better than this insatiable pleasure. At 7 pm or so, I began to read for a little over an hour "The tree of science" by Pio Baroja. I liked the quote: "Out of those moments in the other, study, discussion, home, friends, their
raids, all mixed with his thoughts, gave an impression of pain, bitterness in the spirit. Life in general, and especially his, it seemed
an ugly, muddy, painful and uncontrollable." Entertaining and interesting, sufficient conditions for fast reading.

On the other hand I keep informing me of what is happening in Libya. It's a shame, but after all, we are as we are by social unrest.
To think that things can change in a peaceful manner is clearly a utopia. In short, how much blood, how much war and misery and how fucking pain.

"The best way to cheer yourself up is to try to cheer somebody else up."
Mark Twain



Photo: The beautiful back tattoo of a sexy girl.

Three... two... one...

Go!!!

The beginnings of things tend to be somewhat cold. As this blog does not mean anything in particular, I'll just leave one of the most important quotes in my life:

"Do as the sun rises each day, without thinking of the night happened."



Photo: Extracted from the most perfect movie "Le fabuleux destin d'Amélie Poulain." How many times have I seen it... very very highly recommended!