No matter.

I don't care what anyone says, I'm sick of relying on others, I will rely on myself and what I want to be.
On the other hand this past weekend I got fucking homesick, what could I do? What did I do? What did not?
I took a long time without update and today I felt a need. New dreams, and Blast the other is one of the important.
New so-called friends, new lies, new two-faces... and at the end of the tunnel there are only a few people.

I have to be strong, I have to be me!

"Do not fear to be eccentric in opinion, for every opinion now accepted was once eccentric."
Bertrand Russell




Photo: Simple perfection.

Seriously.

Seriously, I would like change everything. I would like to live for me and my people and without the absurdity of others. I would like to see me not influenced by the comments of others, and live happy with myself. I would like to make some tattooes. I would like to make some piercings. I would like to forget the people who did not care of me. Immerse myself in a band with a future. I would scream. Live music, feel it. Let me soul in it. And to think that after all, she always be there.

Seriously, I find myself with illusions. I find new dreams to fight. I meet more walls to crush. I find disappointment. They are all alike. I find the way of hope, but I will not go for it. I find seductive laughter, but this time I will not fall. I meet my soul empty, clutching a bottle and a guitar, and anchored to SHE.

Hopefully everything will change and in the future all give me a shit.

"Every man gotta right to decide his own destiny."
Bob Marley




Photo: This will be my life.